Waiting Christmas makes me realize there is nothing material in this world that I really want-- besides a horse and a new car. Christmas makes me realize how lucky I am that I have a family and friends and a decent life, but more than anything I think about the things I don't have. I'm so lonely. Some stranger came to my bar today and told me thinks he might be in love with me. That I'm amazing, and that I deserve an awesome guy. He's right you know, I'm fabulous. People like this guy, strangers that walk into the bar and chat with me for a while, hear that I'm single and tell me never to settle for less than I deserve. Damn straight. I know that. But it means I have to be lonely. Been lonely for a long time now. *sigh* I'm waiting. |
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