I've tried very hard for the past week to resist the urge to communicate with him. I haven't caved yet, but why is it so hard?

Why do I miss talking to him, when whenever we talk I just get mad?

Why do I miss seeing him when the last time I saw him I was completely livid for a good week?

I can't stand him but I can't stand being without him.

Do I really like having someone around making me mad that much?

Maybe its because he's the only one that can have that effect on me.

How pathetic.