I said I'd never settle. So why am I chasing a boy that doesn't make me happy.

He could, he just doesn't know how. And quite frankly, I don't think he really cares. Or if he does care, he's just trying not to. Because he doesn't want to get hurt, or because he's scared, or whatever else god fucking knows.

Its frustrating. I really like him, but I know he's not right for me. I should end it now but that is what I am always inclined to do, and has it really been that helpful to me before?

Back to being bored and lonely.